6/21/09
Another book
different story
same ending..
at first it is a fairytale
with glamorous twinkle
a nice beginning and with an expectation of the happy ending
finest princess dancing in the rhythm with the thought that all are worth waiting
day by day another chapter
with the orchestratic notes of never lasting, and a lullaby from an angel that keeps the story exciting
heartbeat that tells there is life, blush in the cheek that proves there is affection
hoping that the luxurious gown will be paired with a tiara, the slippers will be in glass like cinderella
but then it was just an ordinary plain jane that keeps on sleeping and loves dreaming, a different beginning but the same ending...
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6/8/09
I’m a type of person who really don’t know how to describe myself, to enumerate my strength, weakness, bad side and good characteristic (ang tanung eh, meron nga ba?)
According to my memory box (literal box sya, hehe.. which contain my memorabilia).
HIGH SCHOOL
(based on my classmate’s description)
STEPH
v Makasarili ( haha.. ganun ba ako kadamot nun?)
v Mambabara (I think natanggal ko na ang ganitong attitude ngayon)
v Mabuti (nice!.. I guess all of us naman ay mabuti)
v Mabait (ehem… medyo kontra ako)
v Magagalitin (maigsi lang ang temper ko nun.. haha..)
v Malusog (ganun ba ako kalusog?)
v Malikot (anu ako, kiti kiti)
v Masigla (in terms of?)
v Matalino (di rin hehe)
v Masipag (matulog)
v Mapagmahal (dapat nga daw full of love)
v Tangi (haha.. tingin ko baliw ang ibig sabihin nito)
v Maganda (well, in and out siguro toh)
So anung connect? I mean the purpose why do I post this (dahil ba wlalang mapost?)
Partly yes, (baliw?)
Sa tingin ko sa mga namention ko above, karamihan negative.
And I really love my negative side. I appreciate the personality that covers my entire being. I adore my imperfections.
All of us have their own weakness, negative and bad side, but knowing and appreciating all of them can help you discover your real strength. LOVE YOURSELF.
6/2/09
A four letter word that neither in circles nor in squares. When we spell it aloud we can place it inside a shape of heart filled with either with red or pink. That is LOVE.
I really don’t know when these kinds of practices originate, but I guess knowing the history is just a background and can’t have much effect on how people describe it. I’ve read several poems, short stories, philosophy, and quotations involving how people define love. And most of us read the biblical verse of what is love. Then I came up to an idea outline my insights about LOVE.
Love is a feeling that existed even before we’re born. Its beginning can be trace when God created the universe. It is a sensation when our soul experienced the jubilation amidst mourns. It can be a noun that represents the totality of what we really feel. Most likely, a verb that takes place every time our heart beats. There are different kinds of love but above all this is the hub of its existence.
Love is not only giving a part of yourself, it is the sharing of your entire being. The more you give it the more you experience happiness. It recharges your soul and strengthens your vigor. A crooning melody that lets you sway and a classical that makes you feel alive.
All of us know how to love. It is indeed, a sharing of our imperfections. To give the best inside us without doubt or dread: a valiant way of offering ourselves to things that uncertain. We act without questions, we continue without hesitation because of the contentment feeling that it brings. The more we love, the more we able to know individuality, our persona and our capacity. It is not a test to know our limitations rather a way of discovering what we can really do.
Love is not just oly about happiness, it also brings sorrows. Still, we are enchanted by the magical feeling despite of the aches it convey. We can say that it is the expensive thing on earth. An expression of what we really feel and a glance of the melody of our soul.
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According to the dictionary installed in my phone “solitude” is a noun which means being solitary. Yes, being alone.
All of us have their own comfort zone where in we can express the real being inside our names and the attitude that we’ve grown with. We are afraid to step out in the illusionary circle because in that dimension we can say that we are happy because of the people who also share their circumference. Yes, the thing called “circle of friends”, and most likely we don’t notice that we are more attached and afraid of moving ahead without their company. When it comes to gender, majority of the females have this kind of feeling. You can observe this in their/our daily actions, to give example, most girls like someone to accompany them when they go to the comfort room, (and I can say I’m guilty for that matter) to join them in their window shopping (not that guilty), to look for the hunks in their school/university (I experienced it when I was in high school), to take a glimpse of their crushes wherein their can share their stories and many more (I don’t like to enumerate it, actually its our TOP SECRETS).
So what’s the sense?
Because of this warmth affiliation, we forgot something, “to enjoy the company of ourselves”. Yes, sometimes we have time to indulge ourselves in the corner with millions of memoirs with our acquaintances but the problem is, when we are alone have you try to ask yourself if you have a single instance wherein you enjoy the smell of your own scent? To be more precise, do you enjoy the time when you are alone? We can entail that being alone means to appreciate the silence of our soul, stepping out in the circles where noise and laughs of others are totally absent. Do we value the time when we are lone or we just think that to be in solitude is nothing compared to the hang outs with our buddies (I’m not an “emo” or one of their activist, I just want to articulate something).
Take time to enjoy your own company, being alone doesn’t mean being lonely. To be alone doesn’t mean that you need to be despondent. Remember that happiness starts from within, and if don’t know ourselves and don’t experience that joy of our own company, when we are in the midst of troubles we forget that the person inside us is waiting to be recognized. We are a package of thousand of thoughts and learning to know them can answer the tough question “WHY DO I LIVE FOR?”
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Self improvement.
Primarily, “self improvement” is the reason why do I engaged myself in this what so people called as “blog”: a modernized place where you can share your insights, thoughts, emotions, criticisms, ideas and etc. Why self improvement? Basically, as a graduate of a Bachelor’s Degree I can say that I’m almost a mile away to real meaning of education. From school (primary to tertiary), you can learn the essence of education, starting from basic up to the most complicated matters of different fields. But then, there is still one question inside that takes time to be answered, “Am I fulfilled?”
My Answer:
It depends if you are really satisfied.
In my opinion, everyone has its own way to be able to say that “I’m fulfilled and completely satisfied”.
And I believe that, maybe, this blog can be an instrument to find the pieces of my puzzle that I’m longing for and to be my map from a so called “JOURNEY WITHIN”. My medicine to stop the procrastinating virus that gradually hinders my inner most thoughts.
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